Baby Steele

Baby Steele

Monday, December 28, 2015

Happy Holidays Team Steele--The final countdown has begun

It has been quite a week around Menlo Park. Visits from friends, clinic appointments, getting all those lists to Santa, and trying to rest in between. Whew, what a week. All was accomplished however and we even a had visit from my Sister and family. Thanks for making the effort Robinson's!


Happy Holidays Team Steele

Today was Steele's last clinic appointment before the surgery on January 5th. His weight, height, coloring, and pulses look well enough to move forward. We were finally able to meet his surgeon, Dr.Meada. After a brief visit, he was on his way. There is still great concern around his tricuspid valve and the stent in the aortic arch. The plan is still to leave the stent alone and there will be an additional surgery at some point or wait until the third and final surgery on or before his third birthday. Neurology stopped by to check on this left arm before he goes in on 1/5. His bicep needs a bit of PT, looks like I'll be buying that kettlebell set after all for him. All other neuro looked normal, PT will start again post-surgery.

His final pre-operation appointment will be on January 4th. At this time, there were will be a final Echo cardiogram to take measurements and look at the heart anatomy one last time before surgery. Blood labs will be drawn as well, it is unclear if they will sedate Steele during this appointment. Most likely he will be sedated with a local or oral medication, no intubation or cath lab worries on this visit.

My anxiety is becoming more apparent as we get closer to the 5th. We will have to revisit his post-operation in the CVICU, which will not be easy, but at least I am ready for it this time. The recovery can take 1-2 weeks depending on how well his heart responds to the passive system.




Wednesday, December 16, 2015

Mr.Steele is 6 months old

Hello Friends,

Another late update from your host. Steele's on a good track and we are getting ready for the holiday treat of full time family care. As an educator, I did not realize how important it is to drop your children at school and have a few hours to take care of yourself. My New Year's Resolution is to NOT lock up my 5 year old daugher in a closet and throw away the key. Is that a good start? Please let me know.

I love Ryleigh more than ever at this point, she has shown resiliance, compassion, and the will to fight for what she wants. For those of you who are not familar with Ryleigh, she is Steele's Big Sister. I"ll admit it has been extremely difficult to put her into the schedule like we have. I certainly dont blame her for the behaviors at this point, but it sure is challenging as a parent to remain calm and collected. Luckily, we have a big family with lots of children who have a longer history than our current situation. Thank you all for your navigation and puzzle soliving skills, I am truly grateful.


A break from the "Tubes"

Mr. Steele had his second clinic appointment yesterday which included a blood lab draw. I will be honest, these lab appointments drive my stress levels through the roof due to his fragile vascular system. Steele has very small veins that look like a corkscrew. To get blood draws is very difficult using the look and stick methods. The best way for him to get a good draw is to use Ultrasound. I am fascinated with this technology. I have explained before that it looks like watching the weather channel for storm depth and cloud structures. A certified "Vascular Access Nurse" or VAN has to be the one sticking Steele during these arduous sessions. The equipment includes a sophisticated probe that touches a region of your arm, leg, or hand and bounces back a black and white 3D image of the veins, fat tissue, and muscle structures on a high resolution monitor.

What you are looking for is the dark areas that almost look like the orange spot on Jupiter, but not in color. The VAN is looking for the darkest hole with as little grey as possible, which means it is a healthy vein. Mark it with a sharpie and insert needle to begin draw. This method works the best for Steele, but it still causes my forehead to crinkle every time you hear his screams. We got through it after an hour of finding the "Secret Vein" and moved on to the clinic for his weekly pediatric cardiology exam. The exam went well, his weight chart is growing into a vertical line again, so he may go down on his caloric intake next week, but for now keep everything including medications on "Auto Pilot".

We had a wonderful time hanging out with our newly found heart family, Camilo and Hallie Colorado. They are so kind to introduce themselves and welcome our family into their home. I am blown away how we find each other in such extreme circumstances with everything that is running around out here in the world. My outlook on how delicate and strong our lives are has begun to unfold in so many ways.

Until next time friends, it's beginning to look a lot like Christmas!

Wednesday, December 9, 2015

Discharge and Move out of RMH

Steele was put on "NG Surveallance" for 24 hours at LPCH 3 West to make sure he could tolerate the naso-gastric tube, and discharged for the second time on Monday, December 7th. Less stress this time with the discharge process and we headed back to RMH for the evening. This discharge felt right after the whole trauma with the Emergency Department. For Rachel and I, it was a very good hurdle for all of us to overcome. Unlike the other (deeper) feeding tube he was discharged with a few days ago, Rachel and I are very familiar with how to place the tube if Steele decides to gamble the "rip out" option, the payoff is not worth it Steele.



Steele is on 10 different medications that are delivered every 3 hours along with a continuous feed cycle in between the medications. Patients with his condition often have reflux problems, which is true with Steele. He will spit up between 4-6 times per day in small amounts. I have talked to several parents at RMH and LPCH whom have children with Steele's condition, and they all agree that this is an issue until the Glenn surgery takes over his physiology. Everyday he is weighed and measured for blood oxygen saturation levels. These are recorded and reported to our new outpatient cardiology clinic nurse practioner (NP) every week. Very similar to OHSU's weekly protocols when he was discharged back in August. We have not been given daily goals or loss danger zones, but we are familiar with both sets and when to take measures if his diet and medications are not going well.

Rachel and I decided that the 150 sq/ft at RMH was just a smudge shy of the adequate space we needed for 2 grown adults, a wild and crazy 4.5 year old, and a nearly 6 month old baby with more gear than an Everest Expedition. We contacted our Kaiser Social Worker who put us in contact with the local housing travel coordinator (TC) that sources outpatients with temporary housing. Rachel and the TC were able to secure us a 2 bedroom 2 bath apartment in Menlo Park, it's about 10 minutes from the hospital.

Tuesday (12/8) Drop Ryleigh off at school and begin the move out of RMH into the Menlo Park Apartment. This was a bitter sweet deal; RMH has so many amenities for each family, but we just could not simply live in that room anymore. RMH does not have a larger family room available at the moment, so the choice was pretty simple, but sad. We still have access to RMH with a daypass, which means we have access to all of its resources minus the sleeping arrangements. Rachel and I got Steele moved in first and settled while she watched him as I became the mover dude for the day. After several suitcases and containers later, it was time to call it a day. I'm not going to lie, it felt pretty damn good to come home to a residence where we had some space to spill out into and enjoy the comforts of our new dwelling. There was still some work to do on Wednesday at RMH, but not much left. Steele looked very stoked to be spending time with his family, so that means we were just as stoked for our new chapter here in CA. Our insurance will cover up to 80% of the rent. Rent = $4K a month. God, I miss PDX. Yes, you heard that right. 4,000 for a 2 brm with 2 bath apartment. Whoa!


Wednesday (12/9) Challenge: Get up with new sleep schedule, prepare medications for Steele, wake-up daughter, get daughter ready for school, eat, breathe, drink coffee. Prepare lunch for daughter, begin delivering medications to Steele, continue work on getting Ryleigh for school and departure, stay calm. Rachel making final decisions on medication delivery for Steele since there are 10. Pause. Collect Ryleigh and check for final inspection for delivery for school. Pause. Check with Rachel before leaving. Sip coffee while Ry gets her business together.

Stay well my friends. Thanks for following and contributing to our journey.

Sunday, December 6, 2015

3 West Day 10 & False Positive Discharge

November 30, 2015

We found out that there were several cases of the Norovirus going around 3 West at the end of November. Many patients in the unit were put into isolation rooms, Steele started showing signs of a runny nose and cough. An order was placed to have a swab culture evaluated in the lab which takes 48 hours to complete. This was done on Black Friday of course. Ryleigh and I caught colds most likely from her Pre-School cohorts. We had limited contact with Steele at the hospital. I quarantined myself of Thanksgiving day to the room at RMH, it was the most depressing Thanksgiving ever, but necessary. Steele contracted the cold virus through one of us or some other virus that was going around on the 3rd floor. Hospital infections and viruses are a huge concern at a hospital, so in the future, if anyone is showing signs of being sick, DO NOT GO. I know it seems like common sense, we took every precaution possible with gloves, masks and an arsenal of hospital grade hand sanitizer.

Steele was moved to an isolation room to avoid any additional exposure and wait for the culture results to come back. The isolation room is very comfortable with lots of space and a bed, but it comes with a price. Adult supervision is required at all times. There is a nurse station that is monitoring his vitals, but the nurse also has up to two other patients. Steele was having these choking episodes that required attention to remove the blockage with suction and also calm him down after he could catch his breath. The nurse team can check in and give him the scheduled medications, but it scared Rachel and I to not have someone in the room if he could not come out of a "choke".

December 6, 2015
I had planned a trip back to Portland from 11/30 - 12/4 to make sure the house had not burned down and help my long-term substitute grade finals and prepare for the start of Winter Trimester. Upon my arrival in Portland, I got a phone call from Rachel that Steele's Glenn surgery was scheduled for January 5th. I was hoping it would be before Christmas. The Pediatric Team decided to schedule it after the holidays due to key team members taking vacation time and you always want the "A-Team" around for these complex surgeries. This meant I would have to take additional time off before returning to Portland. Luckily, that will work out and I can stay until the MLK holiday.

Steele was DISCHARGED from 3 West on Friday, December 4th. Thanks so much to Jessica Engelson for helping get Steele and Rachel moved out of the hospital, back to RMH, picking me up at the airport, and picking up Ryleigh from the Colorado Residence. We arrived back at RMH and there was Steele in our room! Our tiny room at RMH is jammed packed with all of his baby gear and 3 other bodies trying to share the space. Let's just say the Thwing's are getting really familiar with one another. We are looking into moving out of RMH and into a small apartment to keep our sanity through the rest of Steele's care here. More on that coming up this week.

On Saturday, December 3, Steele's NJ tube came loose and he ripped it right out. Rachel and I were worried about this because it takes a RN to place it back in the correct location. This is not like the NG tube that we are familiar with and have been trained to place back on our own. Our discharge instructions were very clear if this happens, go to the Emergency Room and call the Pediatric Cardio Attending. We loaded up everyone in the car and headed over to the Emergency Dept. at Stanford.

We were informed that none of the staffing in the Emergency Unit could place a new tube NJ, so we had to wait for a RN from CVICU. Finally, the RN travelled from LPCH to the Stanford side and began the grueling process of tube placement with Steele. These are never fun for a parent, it is an awful experience for everyone. Rachel took Ryleigh out of the room while we worked to get the tube placed. The tube is inserted through his right nostril and is supposed to travel down into your throat, into the stomach and final destination is the small intestine. This took 3 attempts, he kept gagging on the tube which detoured it's route right out of his mouth. Here's a pic of all the tube options:



Steele was "NJ"

After an X-ray for correct placement, we were cleared to go. We all left the ED and as soon as we walked out the last set of doors, he had spit out the tube through his mouth! Turn an about face, right back into the ED for help. He began to choke on the tube since it was bottle necked between his nasal cavity and mouth. We asked for immediate help, and the tube was removed until we could go for round two. Again, a Certified Pediatric RN had to be paged, it was 9:00 pm. Rachel had to go and took Ryleigh. The plan was to have me call her and pick Steele and I up when it was done. This is where the zombie night began.

He was scheduled to receive the bulk of his medications at 8:00 pm, essential heart and pain medications. Rachel and I were worried about getting him off hi schedule, so we asked for a rescue dose of Ativan delivered subcutaneous. That would last for a bit, but I had to wait another hour before the next RN could try the NJ tube experience. This time it took 2 tries to get it right and an X-ray later. I gave him his medications 1.5 hours later than scheduled per advice from the ED Attending. So, at this point he has not had any food for nearly 5 hours, he is fighting withdrawal and has had 5 tubes down his throat.

10:00 pm, talking with ED Nurse for discharge again, I look down at the table and he has ripped out the tube again! The nurse tries to place it back in, but I knew it was not right. They called for an X-ray to make sure it was placed correctly. At this point, I said "Enough". No X-ray, no NJ tube, call the Children's Pediatric Attending and send then down to the ED.

11:00 pm, still no feeds and needs his medications again. Steele and I are situated right on the edge of the "Adult" side of the Emergency Department. I began hearing these loud cries from a man "Stop, Stop!" "Don't, Don't!" All of the sudden there are alarms, security, and medical staff running around to the source of these outbursts. This continued on for another 15-20 minutes with a few more adult word exchanges before our doors were closed and curtains drawn. I never found out what exactly happened but this was not a place that you want to be on a Saturday night waiting for your baby to get help.

11:30 pm, no feeds, no meds. Pediatric Attending shows up. We discussed how Steele is most likely not going to take the NJ option anyomore and we should move to the "NG" option for feeds and meds. This means being admitted back to 3 West in LPCH. Rachel is waiting outside the hospital with Ryleigh in the car. I tell her the disappointing news and I will stay with Steele until we are moved to 3 West.

2:30 am, no feeds, no meds. Steele and I are transported to 3 West. He his immediately given an NG vs. NJ, which goes smooth. Third X-ray given for the evening. Medications are given, luckily I had them in my backpack, so they would not have to be ordered. Rachel still had a supply of milk in their freezer, and the feeds went back on. I hung around until all was settled and complete. Steele finally went to sleep and I snuck out to get some rest at RMH.

3:30 am, RMH house is not open and Rachel is not responding to the phone calls. I turned around and went back to hospital. Grab a pillow and some blankets. Try to sleep, no such luck.

7:00 am, get some breakfast and take the shuttle back to RMH. Back to sleep around 8:30 am.
Yes, a very long day to say the very least. Steele is tolerating the new NG feeding and oral medications. LPCH wants to look at another discharge tomorrow (12/7).

The journey goes on....